Paul wrote to the Corinthians a greeting in his second letter that gives purpose to my journey:

My favorite definition of courage is "Courage is the gazelle turning to face the lion." While we often talk about faith and fear, not often do faith and courage get linked. Faith and courage walk hand in hand. Today I feel like the gazelle. What I have is faith that as Paul says in Romans "we know that for those who love God all things work together for good."

As I began this week I had the words from a passage in Isaiah 40 running through my head -  "They that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles;"

One of the joys of my current first aid work site is the eagles that soar along the Fraser River. Wheeling in the sky, climbing the thermals. Recently I had one soar past the 18 story tank I climb each day so close I thought I could reach out and touch it. Truly majestic birds. Inspiring as I thought about how the Lord cares for eagles.

TLDR: So as my youngest son Evan advised - bombshell first - I have breast cancer and not just in one breast but both. Not related - both primary sites.

We are at early times  so let me tell you what I know now. I'll try and keep up with a group email as I get more information.